on stranger tides - from the subtitle of the Pirates of the Carribean

i'm thinking of the right time...in a matter of weeks, i'll be seeing you soon. i hope we can sort things out or we can just stay perfectly still in the relationship that we are in. indeed we will have lots of time to talk...  somehow, i'm excited and at the same time doubtful of what the outcome would be. i think you wouldn't blame me if i decide to see people, crazy as you might think. but i think i'm learning the ropes of the game. i don't want to get caught up in the travesty of our complicated situation....