will i join the crowd?

sometimes i have to tell myself, that i can't possibly get along with all the people surrounding me. as i would always tell those who know me, that i do not need a lot of friends. a handful will do. I will be drinking from my gauntlet of self banishment. nothing is what it seems to be. I've grown tired of immaturity. i need to take one more step to move forward, i am perfectly happy and i should be. i can't be affected and i can't let myself  affected. what i have is what i reaped and sowed, they do not have a say to anything that i will do or say.
i may sound selfish, but i am keeping my company for myself. 


nuff' said. 


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