All about the perfect procrastinator…

The First Time.

i tried and called her for the nth time until she woke up! "Hoy!" i said… "hello?! i’m waiting’ out here?!"… "sorry, i fell asleep" she said… "how am i suppose to reach your place?!" i told her where i am and she told me where to go and what to do with the security guards… we didn’t put down the phone until i reached the place… luckily my phone didn’t die… and i sighed in relief…

part 1

her aunt's place was a mansion… it’s big, it’s class A, it’s an ambassador’s pad… they have more or less 5 cars in their garage not including the one’s parked outside (coz’ i didn’t know which of those were theirs) the exterior walls were made of granite perfectly blending with the soft light inside and the dark autumn leaves of a lush tree outside… she opened the main door gently and poof! i SAW her… i was not surprised, but i swallowed really hard… i didn’t expect anything but i was quite disappointed… i was laughing inside and i tried to hide it with a smile… i wanted to go home but i didn’t have any where to go… it was 4:00 am and i have no choice but to enter that house…

i barely seen anything when we went upstairs and i'm sure i’ll be lost when i’ll be left alone there… she opened a door of what i expected to be her room… the room was pitch black, was very cool, and it smelled bad as hell (Marlboro lights)… when my eyes were accustomed to the dark, i saw figures of smiling stuffed toys that looks like they were mocking me… the room was really big, maybe 3 or 4 times my own room… it has its own bathroom and there’s a door directing to a veranda… the room was a mess, under wears everywhere, scattered books, opened closets, clothes hanging everywhere, bags and shoes, bags of chips, packs and rims of Marlboro lights, and other stuff… the room was furnished with a 30 inch flat screen TV, there was a laptop on one side of the queen-sized bed and a stereo system on the other… the list was endless…

part 2

i excused myself to go to the bathroom. i washed my face and there i took my time to think… "what am i doing here?" "am i dreaming?" "will she give me money to go home?" "will i have sex with her?" i went out and still figuring out what to do… she was now lying in the bed under a thick comforter and i later learned that she was only wearing a thong. she was looking at me straight in the eye and broke the silence "are you OK?". "do you have something’ to eat?" i asked. i didn’t know what i was thinking then, but it just came out of my lips involuntarily… "uh, i mean, do u have something’ to drink?" she reached out into nowhere and gave me a bottle of water and pointed to a half-empty bag of chips… i sat next to her and gulped everything to the last drop… i lied beside her and asked "what am i doing here?". she didn’t answer. i keep on asking her questions, and none of it was actually answered… i felt something under the sheets… and then i knew…


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A Brief Description of a Loser

Rain is sad and bored. He doesn’t know what to do with his life anymore. Maybe he was kicked out of school or his girlfriend left him. Poor thing....