Her Experimental Games and More....

Someone's not telling me something...it's funny, it's been awhile since I've known her. i guess, she likes to hide a lot things from people and i completely understand why. however, i just feel sorry for her "whatever" back in Italy since she doesn't have any idea what's been happening here while she's away. hmmm... i think, I'd
really go for my first option and that is to sever the ties i had with her and my other friend. since, i don't want to include myself in the complexity of her "life" life. I'd stick to the people i know and bonded with, in this current account of mine.

geez, i never met someone who's so in a way like a "player" as what they would put it. maybe she has her own reasons why she's keeping her "past" now and not moving forward with "present".
heck, *let me bang my head on the wall* at this age? geez, everyone's playing no one likes to stick to one relationship anymore... who am i kidding? the word "commitment" does not exist anymore in my vocabulary so why am i reacting? whatever the fates decides upon so be it...

for the mean time my clock is ticking and i still haven't decided where to go which i find so crazy. December is nearing and i need the extra income so that i could give nice gifts to my nieces... hahaha and I'm still drooling for the next design that i want to be tattooed on my back or on my shoulders.... hmmm.... that would be very nice. really it would be...


* just an update: hahaha.... i can no longer locate the printed blog piece.... it would be nice if I re- post that here....* =p




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the drugs don't work as what you used to expect
it caused panic and nausea on your part
you've gone sober now... and you just want to be free

what you're feeling right now is quite different from before
cry for me like you never cried before,
i've gone mental... i won't even fall for your mental games not anymore...
i'm gonna leave you like my one hit liners before.