From North to South

I still can't believe what happened yesterday, i have lost my mojo and my pride because after a few talks and insisting i actually said "yes" to her... parang a few weeks ago the reason i didn't go sa team building namin was about her. how i was hating everything about her and here i am still shocked and confused about the whole thing. I guess i was so sleepy that time and i blame Starbucks for it(hehehe...that was a joke) anyway, going back i was invited first by her friends and as for my first reaction i had a lot of excuses for me not to go but hell no they said that since i was not able to go sa zambales trip namin i shouldn't say no now kasi it was like a mini celebration for her kasi she is like being promoted na. so, dun pa lang my excuses was not acceptable...after a few minutes or so she was there na beside me and was asking me to go, ako naman i was ready with the same excuses i used to her friends but eventually it didn't work out the way i was planning it. I SAID YES!!!

making the long story short, i was there in the van contemplating that i was going to antipolo and while i was there. Of course, i had a few drinks but not to the extent that i was getting myself drunk and be shitty as hell moreover i don't want her to see me in that awful situation. *_* yeah we did talk and finally i just realized i don't like her anymore (she's no longer my "crush"). I find it so pathetic and funny at the same time she has been all along my cure and my cause...
If she can read what's going on in my mind now, i would gladly tell her thanks! *_*

congratulations again for being promoted as a supervisor!