|| I am only CHASING safety...||

what is there to ponder? about delusional relationship of my ghost and drinking to the past, toasting to the endless pain that has clouded me since then. I am reinventing my exit from my fantasy life...

when is the right time to say that it is over? do i have to wait for my savior to pull me from this quicksand of hate. i started from the end to the beginning.... i should run away, run away far from here. i have severed the ties that binded me to unselfish love..i won't suffer, be broken and stranded anymore. a new dawn has come and i am finally free.

I have chased safety, this is my way of not losing control of what i have left. the sound decisions that i have been trying to make, the promises that looked like lies... i want to be free so i am running away from here. no turning back... just run.....






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to chet: hehehehe i used your pic man coz it really suits the entry i have made. *_* bleh!