From First to Last

your my beautiful lie and i can hardly grasp you...
i can never kiss your sultry lips as i used to before
the lucid interval that i am experiencing would never cease
You never cease to exist in my mind...
For a chance, i never got why do you linger?
your breaking me down, cutting me with that scalpel
Cooing me like a baby, you missed me that i can see
but would this make me happy?

the drum rolls like my heart as it beats
my mind floating in the eternal mist of daydreaming
this thoughts have been built deep inside
kindly make me turn the switch on as i need light
light that would kill the darkness that i am in right now....
from first to last was this a dream?


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*beep beep*

first day of training and i have no sleep screw my trainer/s
to hell i care about the new account! hahahaha


grumpy as i can be....