On the road of Redemption
An apology
To the people I have hurt , I wanna give my sincerest apologies…or I mean, no apologies can be accepted since what I did was you never thought I’d ever do. I can no longer show my face to you. You have shown me your kindness but I have never returned something good…something you can be proud of; I was a failure and I know that. For all the times you have shown and the encouragement to exceed my abilities as a student within the realm of your academic institution. But I have failed you and I cannot bear the embarrassment that have given unto you and unto me. Thus, I have decided that I should better leave and start my life anew.
I have learned the things the hard way, I truly deserve this. I cannot blame anyone but myself. I cannot continue anymore, I have to move on…but to move on in another academic realm. A fresh start for this lost sheep. I cannot bear the experience of being there with the given fact that you protected and defended my dignity which contrary to what I did. I am to blame with all of these.
My parents who have invested in providing a good education for my future, I am sorry for breaking all those dreams of yours. I am not even worthy to face you. I have to redeem myself in my own way. I should value the hardships you have gone through. I am not even worthy to be called as your child. Deeply in my heart I apologize.
To my friends, that supported all through out the way, without doubts in your hearts. I thank you for the trust you have given which I destroyed. Despite what had happened you continued to be on my side…helping me to cope up with the shitty thing that I did…for that I love you all! But all I ask is to let me go for now and learn my lesson on my own.
To myself, I apologize for not giving a chance that I can be strong when I am alone. I depended on the thought of having a company is better than to have none at all. Let me prove to you that I can now do something good…for your future and my own future.
Thus, I am trying to move on…finding ways to compensate my shortcomings. I can do this, I can redeem everything for I know, and I have never doubted my capacity as an intellectual being.
To the people I have hurt , I wanna give my sincerest apologies…or I mean, no apologies can be accepted since what I did was you never thought I’d ever do. I can no longer show my face to you. You have shown me your kindness but I have never returned something good…something you can be proud of; I was a failure and I know that. For all the times you have shown and the encouragement to exceed my abilities as a student within the realm of your academic institution. But I have failed you and I cannot bear the embarrassment that have given unto you and unto me. Thus, I have decided that I should better leave and start my life anew.
I have learned the things the hard way, I truly deserve this. I cannot blame anyone but myself. I cannot continue anymore, I have to move on…but to move on in another academic realm. A fresh start for this lost sheep. I cannot bear the experience of being there with the given fact that you protected and defended my dignity which contrary to what I did. I am to blame with all of these.
My parents who have invested in providing a good education for my future, I am sorry for breaking all those dreams of yours. I am not even worthy to face you. I have to redeem myself in my own way. I should value the hardships you have gone through. I am not even worthy to be called as your child. Deeply in my heart I apologize.
To my friends, that supported all through out the way, without doubts in your hearts. I thank you for the trust you have given which I destroyed. Despite what had happened you continued to be on my side…helping me to cope up with the shitty thing that I did…for that I love you all! But all I ask is to let me go for now and learn my lesson on my own.
To myself, I apologize for not giving a chance that I can be strong when I am alone. I depended on the thought of having a company is better than to have none at all. Let me prove to you that I can now do something good…for your future and my own future.
Thus, I am trying to move on…finding ways to compensate my shortcomings. I can do this, I can redeem everything for I know, and I have never doubted my capacity as an intellectual being.
posted by bughaw na langit at 7:04 PM
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