The bad side of our loc(k)al Showbiz 😶

I left a comment at your blog a day ago. I guess, what I said was irrelevant or was too boring for you. Maybe, I should stop expecting and start realizing that you are now a celebrity. In my point of view, you are now what you have always dreamt of. You are the fast rising star that captivated the whole nation of your wit and charm. 

The chance of meeting personally has dwindled into zilch. But hey, it's OK.  I have accepted the fact that I will never meet you personally. Whether I am given the opportunity or not. I no longer believe in chances nor the fact that I am given an opportunity to meet you. Maybe I am just over - reacting. It is not your obligation to post all your reader's comment just because... Your BLOG is your personal space and you have every right to choose which comment should be on your entry. 

Oh wow, all of a sudden I feel like a ranting child whose whims were not noticed. 

In my opinion, I think I should stop writing about this unwanted feeling.I should stop writing about you or to over romanticize this thought. I WILL NEVER EVER BE RELEVANT TO YOU. NEVER! WE HAVE NOTHING IN COMMON. AND YES. I THINK I SHOULD STOP BEING A FAN TOO. 

These are my emotions speaking. I am frustrated and hurt. Oh, shit! I suddenly feel like I'm STAN from that Eminem song a few years back. 

Anyway, gotta go.